She saw a Light
One night, when the house was quiet and its occupants gone to sleep, He [the Báb] rose from His bed and left the room. At first I took no particular notice of His absence, but when it lengthened to an hour I felt some concern. Then I went out to look for Him, but He was nowhere to be found. Perhaps, for some reason, He had left the house, I thought; but trying the street door I found it locked from within, as usual. Then I walked to the western side of the house, looked up to the roof-top, and saw that the upper chamber was well lighted. … So, with both astonishment and trepidation, I went up the steps … There I saw Him standing in that chamber, His hands raised heavenwards, intoning a prayer in a most melodious voice, with tears streaming down His face. And His face was luminous; rays of light radiated from it. He looked so majestic and resplendent that fear seized me, and I stood transfixed where I was, trembling uncontrollably. I could neither enter the room nor retrace my steps. My will power was gone, and I was at the point of screaming, when He made a gesture with His blessed hands, telling me to go back. The movement of His hands gave me back my courage, and I returned to my room and my bed. … Sleep was impossible that night …
